bertolak ansur~

pepagi buta nie tetiba terasa nak buat entry utk harinie lpas sekian lama menyepi....

menyepi bukan sbb apa...sbb mmg aku jnis yg xla kreatif mcm insan2 lain nak menulis bagai nie....

pagi nie ditemani burung2 yg dok berkicau sakan kt unimas nie aku pon x tau nak tles apa...one hard night for me.... but after all i still can drop some entry here...so its mean that i'm still okay somehow...btw.. utk suma yg menyambut pesta gawai pada hari nie i wish u all selamat hari gawai k....buat roomate aku nooreen(mcm nama aku cuma tambah az ja kat dpn reen tu)...hahhaha....dia dah balik kampung suma siap nak smbut gawai....alahai tggai la beta sorg2 tang nie.... :( 

soalan: untuk jadi seorang insan yg bertolak ansur tu sgt susah...utk tolak ansur ngan org...faham mereka...kadang2 makan hati jgk la bila fikir ada dorang bertolak ansur ngan kita? ada x dorang try faham kita? knapa kita ja nak kna faham dorang? knapa dorang xnak faham kita? dorang x pkir perasaan kita ka?(nah hamek, mcm peluru berpandu dah aku tuju suma soklan tuh)

jawapan: sbb dalam dunia nie suma bnda saling melengkapi...klaw suma org nak selfish maka xkan ada kedamaian dalam dunia nie...suma org xnak btolak ansur so akn terjadinya perang dingin la....huhu..sebab Allah syg kita maka dia hntar kita utk melengkapi org2 seperti ni....dia ltakkan kita di dlam satu kelompok dimana org2 yg xdpt btolak ansur...sbb Dia jadikan kita special....dikurniakan kita SABAR yg lebih dr org2 itu...dikurniakan kita sifat BERTOLAK ANSUR untuk kita jadi pendamai dalam tingkah manusia yg mcm2 ragam tu....so kita sgt special kan????

jika anda salah seorang dr kategori yg bertolak ansur...dan anda mula bertanya soalan2 seperti yang sy telah mention  diatas, cubala redakan diri anda dgn jawapan tuh..sebenarnya jawapan tu ada betolnya..tapi klaw nak positifkan pemikiran bleyla try..hahhahahha....aku pnah try...menjadi sat ja....lpas tu xley pkai dah..ngeh3...aku rasa nie jgk entry first aku yg aku buat gila tanya soklan n aku sniri jawab..ngek kan?? huhu..btw.............

utk org2 yg bertolak ansur sekalian, aku nk psan truskan usaha anda mnjadi seorang yg penyabar and lebih bersabar...semoga segala kesabaran anda tu, ada gnjaran dan hikmahnya......

utk org2 yg x dpt nak bertolak ansur sekalian, aku just nak psan, klaw boleh try la consider perasaan org sama k? kalaw anda ada miliki insan2 yg selalu bertolak ansur dengan anda sekalian, tolongla fikirkan perasaan dia sama sbb sabar manusia tu ada hadnya...maklumla,dia jgk insan biasa.....dan kamu perlu hargai seseorang yg mmpu bersabar dan bertolak ansur dngan kamu sbb kamu xkan pernah tahu betapa berharganya mereka selagi kamu x hilang mereka2 nie...maka hargai mereka selagi mereka ada di sisi kamu okie? 

~ adios amigos....chow! ~

nature of human: never appreciate something until they lose it...

hurm....yeah....really2 get used to it... once we have something...we don't even appreciate... so why bother when they disappear? why bother when they go?

while having someone that do love u or hoping for you...you said no to them...so why bother when they give up? 

when you have someone that take care of you, you said u're busy....so why bother when they stop taking care of you? 

human is really unique....they can be so sweet at times and they can also be so mean sometimes...

thanks n take care..... =/

~apa nak buat~

apa nak buat klaw org da benci kan? hurm.... mulut bleh ar ckp xpe...hati cmana? tula...susah...dulu time baik,baik sgt...skrg da jadi cmnie mula la nak nyampah2 kan? hurm...ntah la....kadang2 seyes rsa serik nak baik ngan org....hurm...xpela...

kebenaran mmg susah org nak nmpak...klaw nak dibndingkan dengan pendustaan.penipuan...hurm...klaw yg x btoi tu cpt je org pcaya...kan2??
pastu mula la.....mcm2 kta kat blakang...hurm..

dahla..mcm yg sy pnah cakap...thinking about what other people said bout you doesnt even make u better.... :)

lastly..... smile...... i have Him with me.... i also have my family... and i also have 'him' with me.... :) <3

opinion n perspective vs. fact

tomorrow i got an x'am n yet still having time to flirt with my blog....wahahahaha....takpe2 dinda...japg smbung study ea...huhee...
tiba2 dapat ilham plak nak mnulis harinie...wahahahaha...

harinie,setelah hbis xda bnda nak wat so aku tlah stalk fb org..hahha..tapi bukan tu yg aku nak cita...aku nak kongsikan apa yg aku jumpa... aku tgk satu post dalam bntuk keagamaan dalam fb nie...tentang adat renjis merenjis waktu bersanding....ada seorang hamba Allah nie tanya apa hukumnya...maka ada lah jwapannya daripada ustaz yg femes skrg nie.. meh nak postkan soalan n jawapannya....

sejujurnya aku pon x pasti btol ke x gmbar nie or ada org hack account tweet ustaz nie..hhahha..tapi apa yg nak disampaikan Alhamdulillah aku paham maksud disebaliknya tu...tetapi,bila aku tgk komen2 dkat gambar nie,hangat kot! hot and spicy agy tuh...msing2 sebok bagi pandangan sendiri...ada yg bleh trima..ada yg x bleh trima....skali tgk mcm parti haluan kiri ngan haluan kanan tgh berdebat....hahhahahah...

tapi antara bnyak2 pendapat aku nmpak topik perbincangan hangat mereka adalah soal adat and agama... adat vs agama....sampai ada antara pndapat diorang tu yg wat aku mngucap pnjg ja....hurm....nak kata aku nie pndai sgt soal agama mmg la x...tapi at least aku faham apa yg sesetengah pihak tu cuba cakap..ada yg bermati2an pertahankan adat smpai opinion yg dorang bagi tu adus tersasar jauh dari landasan...tapi ada sesetengah pihak yg baik aty ingin menjelaskan kedudukan asal....tapi susahnya...dorang2 nie xnak trima pndapat tu suma...siap ngan hadis suma kuar...still jgk dorang xnak trima....msih lagi ada yg ckp bgntung kpd niat....mengikut pengetahuan aku,adat renjis merenjis nie sebenarnya diamalkan dari dulu2 bertujuan untuk membuang sial..so diteruskan sehingga masa sekarang nie sebagai adat...tapi byaknya org skarang amalkan ja atas nama adat tanpa mengetahui apa niat asal adat tu diwujudkan.... sekali lagi bagi opinion aku niat x menghalalkan cara,...for example la kan,..aku bagi contoh mencuri...klaw la dia nie mencuri..niat dia baik...dia mencuri sbb dia nak bagi mak dia mkn..sbb dia xda duet..dia x sggup tgk mak dia lapar lalu dia mencuri....dia bniat nak tolong mak dia...baik kan niat dia?tapi adakah mencuri yg dia lakukan tu dianggap halal disisi undang2 agama?hurm.....ntah betol entah x contoh aku bagi nie..tapi aku agak2 jela kan...ada jugak yg komen cakap jgn nak sempitkan pmikiran sgt,...smpai bila Islam nak maju klaw diajak utk bfikiran sempit seperti ini...hurm...sedara yg komen,Islam tu segala aturcara hidup n pnduan hidup yg diberi kepada kita dlm AlQuran an Hadis tu sungguh sgt bersesuaian dan tak ketinggalan zaman langsung...insyaAllah klaw kita hidup ikut pnduan y ditetapkan kita sntiasa berada di jalan yg betul and maju je...xkan ketinggalan zaman pon...hurm...utk kta2 terakhir.....petikan komen salah seorang dari org yg dok komen dkt gambar nie.....

‎"Aku mampu berhujah dgn sepuluh orang yg berilmu tapi aku pasti kalah dgn seorang yg jahil, kerana orang jahil tak pernah faham landasan ilmu." [Imam Syafi'e]"

konklusinya,opinion n perspective tu bleh diberi tapi jgn la smpai over dosage...klaw x tau..blajar trima pndapat org...klaw smpai kluar sgala ilmu balaghah semata2 nak xplain kat korang xkan org yg nak xplain tu tipu kot...hurm...lu pikirla sniri... sekian....

early in this dawn~

 hate sitting in front of this lappy early in dawn like this...with my Abc condition i should just have sleep..  but obviously i cant... that is why i'm sitting here now... if not, i'm already in the bed enjoyed my sleep... my deep sleep.. thanx to whoever that ruin my sleep n my day~

semalam, petang aku jogging la dekat tepi tasek unimas nieyh.... jog punya jog rsa x larat dah...boring la plak....
then, aku pon brenti la tepi tasek untuk merehatkan badan.... dah jog sorg2 pastu nak rehat pon sorg2 larh... saat aku duduk ja atas rumput tepi tasek tu rsa tenang sgt... it's seems like dah lama x rsa gitu... rsa tenang yg mcm tu... mungkin sbb dah lama  aku x pegi rehat2 lyan feel tepi tasek kot..hahahaha.... aku rsa ada ja mata2 yg memandang msti dok pikir, minah nie putus cinta ka hapa...hahahaha....
*mind of what others think about u doesn't make u even better... lalalalalala

you know what? it's hurt to be accused of something that you really don't do it..but yet it's not worth explaining after all because it won't be heard... rite? and i don't feel like doing so even if i'm going to be blame of something repeated....huh.... but yet it still proving something doe....
*knowing me all this while doesn't means you know me that well to judge what i'm doing without hearing my explaination.
After all i might say " feeling good to blame without understanding my situation... thank you so much... i've known u this much... it might be its time to show the real you" ~
thankies~

copypaste~

“A woman has strengths that amaze men. 

She can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens. 

She holds happiness, love and opinions. 

She smiles when she feels like screaming. 

She sings when she feels likes crying, cries when she’s happy and laughs when she’s afraid. 

Her love is unconditional. 

There’s only one thing wrong with her, she sometimes forgets what she is worth.”

~very true~

^__^

dot...dot...dot

"i feel like wanna write something here but obviously i cant.... all those feel and things i want to spill out seems like cannot be written in words... "

have u guys ever feel like that? huh...it's hard rite? to keep it alone...want to spill but don't know how?
hurm...

"if you can't express your feelings just find a song with the perfect lyrics to speak for you ;) "

but what song??? blurblurblur......  :(

argh....sigh#

cuti oh cuti......

i'm starting  my mid term break already... its been a while i'm not updating my blog... hehe...
i've been through a difficult lifetime lately...but still it always have a good things come after that...haha..
erm, yeah....today,the topic is about 'redha'..... easy to said but yet hard to do...life is not something that will go smoothly as you wish it to be....that's what life means... but..still everything that come up we need to accept and face it with courage,patient, and 'redha'.....

'redha'...its hard to do... yes its hard but its worth it... because if we 'redha' on something, there's always be a great things waiting for us after that... dwelling on the past doesn't make us who we are now, which path we are choosing now and it will just drag you from moving to your present.... life is too short to dwell on your past...

~FORGET WHAT HURT U IN THE PAST, BUT NEVER FORGET WHAT IT TAUGHT U~

nice... i'm done here for today.... see yeah.... ^__^

miss u...big time~

assalamualaikum.......

hai allz...serasa aku dah lma jgk ar x update blog...pnat ar...hahahah...

errmm...well...well...well....hahhhaha(hbes xda bnda nak tles)

btw spnjang aku x update blog nie hurm,...so many interesting things happen in my life...

i've been blame..being called as selfish...being counted as heartless....

that is the bad part....

so here is the good part....

i've been happy...nope!!happier!!

hahhaha....

bahagia ja..lebih tenang....

mungkin this is the sweetest part but mna bleh cita kat cni...secret ar...hahhaha

urm...utk harinie...tu je... 

eh sblom tu!!

aku dah dapat kaler pensil...yea...yea....

seronok sbb x pyah pkai duet aku...pkai duet kerajaan ja...

kalaw ikot pkai duet aku...erm...x beli dah kot kaler tu...hahhaha....

kla...kla.......stop2.....

 ............wassalam.......

nama pon manusia.....

kalau dah nama pon manusia...maka x akan sempurna kan? pandai ckp ja x pandai buat....pndai nchat ja padahai bila mai tang nak buat??alahai...........dugaan..........
huh....ntah....nah la amek lirik nie wat tatapan umum....hahahha.... bye2.....

~the one that got away~

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents' liquor
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on (Whoa)

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse

But in another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one [x3]
The one that got away

[Bridge:]
All this money can't buy me a time machine (Nooooo)
It can't replace you with a million rings (Nooooo)
I should've told you what you meant to me (Whoa)
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one [x3]

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

don't be ordinary...but be something!!

da msok chapter baru dalam kisah kehidupan di uni skrg.... dah kna stat pk cmna nak skor utk sem nie sbb takmoh dah jdi cm sem lpas...hahahhah....first class smalam sgt2 membina motivasi diri... thanx kpada pihak2 berkenaan yg bgi naek smgt smlam...
btw.....daripada situ aku tgkap n hold satu bnda yg lec tu ckp... 'don't be ordinary, but be something'....
but how to be something is the things that i have to figured it out myself....  hurm...that's the story about new chap in uni....

so bnda kdua adalah tntng penyesalan....hurm...penyesalan nie pada aku aku judge penyesalan nie ikot org yg mnyesal tue....sbb penyesalan can be either negative or positive...the things is how u handle it...mungkin bgus utk mnyesal bila kita sekali sekala toleh kebelakang n bwat penyesalan tu sebagai pengajaran...tp apa yg x bgusnya bila kamu mnyesal n then kamu sering terbawak2 dengan penyesalan tue...smpai kamu jadikan diri kamu seorang yg sgt negative n narrow...so as i know that its not easy to forget something that we regret most...but think it deeply...u should make it as a lesson but not drag all that for the rest of  your life...because its not bad when u make a mistake....but its bad when u dont know how to make it as a lesson for u n even worse when u still do the same mistake....

hdup nie pendek ja...so cuba fkir tntang masa depan....tp sekali sakala toleh kebelakang utk lihat sejauh mna dah kita melangkah dan utk lihat progress yg kita buat perubahan dan pembaikkan dalam kehidupan kita...

post nie tidak ditujukan utk spa2...so baca n faham...just a little advise from me to all my dearest friend...meh sama2 kita move on and buat changes dalam hidup kita ea...gambate! :)

sedar x sedar...

sedar x sedar aku dah lma tinggalkan blog aku nie sepi tanpa kata.... tp harinie ada cerita nak aku kongsi ngan semua... dalam harinie ja aku da mghadap 3 cerita....3 cerita yg hampir sama jln ceritanya...tp pelakon2nya ja yg beza...3 cerita sedih...3 cerita kecewa... akhirnya aku ambik kputusan utk berkongsi disini...cinta...xkan kita jumpa cinta yg kekal melainkan cinta kepadaNya...stiap yg blaku tu ada hikmah..mgkin tu bukan jodoh terbaik... tu la bunyinya nasihat aku dekat 3 pelakon2 cerita2 cinta dunia nie...nasihat yg ckup typical...tp klaw x direnung betol2 3 pelakon tu xkan jumpa apa yg tersirat dari sebalik nchat tu suma...x dinafikan aku pon pernah ja jadi pelakon tak bertauliah dlm cerita cinta dunia nie tp lpas apa yg direnung2 dan belajar sendiri dari kesilapan aku dan ragam manusia yg buta ngan cinta,aku jadi lali ngan suma nie...aku jadi jemu ngan cinta yang mengecewakan...so.... nasihat ikhlas disini....

serahkan hati kita pada yg Esa

InsyaAllah kita xkan kecewa

InsyaAllah Dia jaga hati kita

dijauhkan dari sebarang kemungkaran dan kesesatan

kesukaran dan kekusutan

kebejatan dan hasad dengki....Amin...

so jom sama2 kita cari cinta yg kekal ea....aku sndiri pon da mula x pcaya cinta dunia nie....x kesahla....tp yg pastinya hati aku sniri pon xnak memilih cinta dunia wat msa nie....aku cinta family aku...kwn2 yg slalu ada utk aku....dan opkos aku cinta ngan Dia yg slalu ada utk aku..... :)

:)

menghitung hari.....:)

assalamualaikum....

hye you allz....

huheee...emmm...menghitung hari la den nak balik umah nie...hahahah...

jgn korang ckp aku mnja plak...

korg x tau cmna prasaan org jrg2 bley balik umah nie...taw!!heheheh

emm...now aku kat umah mak lang jarinah...menumpang kat cni smentara nak balik kg...

sebab...x ley duk kat kolej kediaman...

tu la...pengajaran...len kali rancang lek lok...nak balik...nak beli tiket...nak hapa ke...suma2 la...

rancang lek lok...xda la stuck kat cni mcm skrg...

mcm skrg nie...aku da mghabiskan cuti aku dah hampir seminggu kat sarawak nie...

huhuhu...spatutnya...aku da sminggu mghabiskan masa kat umah terCHENTA taw dak!!

ahahhahaha...xpala...pengajaran yea cik azreen ea...hehehehe...

erm...bwat pak cik n mak cik jurinah....

terima kasih sgt2.....sbb sudi bagi tumpang...jaga azreen..bawak jalan2...bagi mkn lagi....

huhuhu....segan nie(^____^)

heheheheh.....insyaAllah....budi makcik n pakcik azreen x lupa....thanx so much!! muahx!! :)

anyway....2 days to go!!! i am damn good happy!!!wawawa.... :)

holiday~

assalamualaikum....

wassup yoe...peace no war....wa no peace....lantakla der..

ntah....saja ja saia nak mnulis di sini mlm ne...sbb saia boring....

the main reason is....

mataku x ley tido....

sbb.....my heart ache!!

wawwawa.........dah la....stop it....

hepy ja utk harinie...besok...lusa...tulat...tungging....buyong...dekad...abad....

huh???abad?? x sampai2....hurm..jelas aku sgt bosan... sekian~

Ikhwah : Maaf tumpang tanya.. dimana alamat ini: Rumah Bahagia Abadi, Lorong CINTA jalan SAYANG, kampung RINDU daerah KASIH SAYANG, pekan HATI bandar I MISS YOU. dekat mana ya?

Akhwat : Awak jalan terus ikut jalan ILAHI.. Nampak simpang 3 masuk belah kanan, ikut jalan NIKAH.. Sepanjang jalan tu awak akan nampak belah kanan, kedai BATAS BATAS PERGAULAN dan sebelah kiri pasar sibuk sikit, iaitu PASAR PERSIAPKAN DIRI.. Haaaaaa tu tandanya awak berada di jalan yang betul Rumah Bahagia Abadi, insyaAllah.. ^_^

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(^_^)

~✿...Biarkan aku KHABARKAN padamu bahawa aku cuma GADIS BIASA, aku bukan bidadari kayangan yang sempurna...aku bukan rupawan dari hikayat dongeng, yang sangat jelita...aku cuma gadis biasa, hidupku pun bukan hanya indah dan bahagia...~

~...Biar aku ingatkan kamu, bahawa aku bukan bidadari yang turun ke bumi...dengan kejelitaan dan kesempurnaan yang kamu impikan...BUKALAH MATA, kamu pun bukanlah putera impian dari cerita dongeng...✿~

>>> Maka mengapa tidak kita sama-sama MEMPERBAIKI DIRI? Dari sibuk menuding jari pada ketidaksempurnaan masing-masing? Aku dan kamu sama sahaja pada PANDANGAN ILLAHI...maka, pimpinlah aku, NASIHATKANLAH aku..sungguh, aku BUKANLAH WANITA YANG SEMPURNA..♥♥

experience teach us

salam....

it`s been a while that i`m not writing here..is it?

lets proceeds..

i am a person...not an angel... so i`ve been gifted a little passion in me....so that i can bear with all people...be nice and kind even i`ve been dumped by them over n over.... sometimes i get too tired to hold it alone...but to spill?? i rather choose to keep it all by myself..thinking i am strong enough to hold it alone...but...back again... i am a normal person..not an angel...but...however it turned out to be...i still believe that i`ve been chosen to adapt with all of this challenges...

"Apabila kamu merasa letih membuat kebaikan, maka sesungguhnya keletihan itu akan hilang dan kebaikan itu akan kekal.. Dan sekiranya kamu berseronok dengan kejahatan, maka keseronokan itu akan hilang dan dosa itu akan kekal.."

"Saiyidina Ali r.a" 

so, keep on learning from experience and never give up...never give up azreen!! normal person can never be angel... but normal person can always learn to become the best mankind that they can always be....:)